Will I fall in love again if I have no hope to be with my special one? I figure, well, I know I will love again but the love I have for my special one is like once in a life time love. There is no other thing to compare with it.
Life is so strange! I am not the sweetest, kindest person all of the time and, God knows, I am not handsome. But there is a gal out there who will see me for who I am and love me anytime. The problem is I can’t love or even like her. I can’t stand the way she is. It’s as simple as that. I know she wasn’t happy, but you know something, I couldn't do anything about it.
Now I'm okay. I still smile and I still laugh, but as before....I still think about my special one a lot. She is my first true love and that’s gonna make it very hard for me to truly get over, but I don’t think I want to get over her.
For one reason....to remember what real love feels like.